Under the weather

Everyone in my house is so stuffy and miserable. Poor Caleb is so fussy!! At least a few times a month my whole body gets shaky and I start sweating and I feel like I am "out of my body" its really weird!! I need to go to the Dr and get it all checked out because its happening more and more frequently! I don't know if I am having Low blood pressure, or dehydration, or low blood sugar....

Spaghetti

For the past few nights when Carl gets home from work he has been cracking on me like crazy. The house isn't clean enough, dinners not done, mine and Caleb's shit is laying everywhere...blah blah! Well tonight he was trying to eat dinner and my purse was in his way so he throws it across the room. YES throws it! So I got SO mad I picked up his plate of spaghetti and threw it at him. It went EVERYWHERE!! It made me feel better to "put him in his place" but when I turn around and see Caleb with spaghetti all over him and all over his peanut butter sandwich he was eating for dinner broke my heart. I never wanted Caleb to see his mother crazy like that. I picked up Caleb and we went and played in the tub and I made him a new sandwich :( Carl cleaned up all the spaghetti while Caleb and I were in the tub. I guess he realized he PISSED me off!

Poop Dee Doop!

So last night Carl and Caleb were taking a shower and Caleb loves to run in and out of the shower and play around. Well I am sitting with Carl's mom and all of a sudden I hear "SAMMMMM" all freaked out sounding. I run in the bathroom thinking the worst and guess what I see.....Caleb pooping on the rug! It was so funny I couldnt help but laugh my ass off!!!

Imagine that...

So I let my blackberry dry out and it works like a charm AFTER I already paid $89.00 for a new phone and I have to go to Walmart today but I am stuck here waiting on my new phone to get here. When did phones become so expensive?

Swimming...

So my Blackberry went for a swim in the bath tub today. It is so messed up the screen is fried! I pay for insurance on it every month and they still charger me $89.00 for a new phone! I guess its cheaper than a brand new one but still not cheap when I am trying to buy Christmas! I am having with drawls not being able to text and check my social networking online. Oh well Ill have my new phone tomorrow...

"Working"

I have recently started babysitting my friend Eva's kids. Lily is 2 and Christian is just a few months old. It is handful with 3 kids but I love not having to get up and get dressed in the morning. Caleb is more of a handful than her two kids put together. Christian reminds me of my little man when he was a baby!! I am going to wait on having another baby until we are better "on our feet" because I see now how much work it is having more than one little one at a time. I praise others that can do it because its hard!

I have also taken up with weekend job doing home health care! Its not hard but the days are so long and I hate working 7 days a week but HEY I like having the extra money. It gives Carl and Caleb quality time to spend together with out me around. Caleb is such a mommas boy and I know it hurts Carl's feelings sometimes but that's what happens when your at home with them as much as I am with Caleb.

Testing my patience

My little boy Caleb has just turned 1 and I swear he is in his terrible 2s already. He can be so sweet and so mean withen 5 mins of each other. He looks at me and puts him 1 little finger on something he shouldnt and just waits for me to react. He is going to be spending alot of time in his bed by himself. I dont wanna raise "one of those kids"...

New at this

So I have never done this blogging thing before but I am going to try it.