**My Hiatus**

It all started when Carl came home from work and he is BITCHING about everything. The house isnt clean enough. Dinner was in the oven and not on the table. Caleb had a pissy diaper. Just everything....lately he has been coming home and seems so miserable. I hate to feel like he is unhappy here and unhappy with me or us. He sent me over the edge!! He toldme that I was talking to another guy (that i have never heard the name before) Just a petty fight turned into a big raging argument. OVER NOTHING. I decided to "give him the weekend" to himself. He lost his temper and threw his phone and broke it. I went to my moms for the weekend. Caleb went with me. My sister and I went and picked up dinner for my parents and us and had a great night. At 2am Caleb was STILL awake. At my moms all he has is his playpen. Hes outgrown it BIG TIME. He couldn't sleep. So Shelby and I took him home and I woke Carl up and told him that Caleb would be spending the weekend with him so I could clear my head and decide how to deal with things. The next day Mom and my sisters and I went out to lunch and shopping. We had a fun girls day. It was nice not to have to worry about diaper bags and a baby. Shelby and I went to saw New Moon that Saturday night. Had a blast except for the RUDE ghetto idiots at the mall that late at night. I stayed at my moms that night too and I cried myself to sleep. Ive never stayed away from Caleb since he has been born. Felt weird. But I ended up going back home that Sunday and getting back into my schedule and hectic life. I have not "forgiven" anything because nothing has even been apologized for!! I feel like I am "settling" for a lot of things in my life. But my life has become so comfortable but not happy. I don't know what to do or think sometimes. That's all for now!

Monster!!

So my little "Angel" is working on 15 months here soon. I cant believe it. I never imagined my sweet little boy would grow up to be such a handful!! He is into everything. He has started testing HARDCORE!!! He will look at me and touch something that he shouldnt. I hate to spank him but he is a VERY strong willed child. He would be OUT*OF*HAND with out discipline. In the picture he was supposed to be playing in his room while mommy was cooking dinner and i realized that he was being TOO quiet. So I wandered down the hall a little farther and yep the bathroom was DESTROYED! I will be so glad when this phase in our lives passes. He is saying all sort of words now. He has recently learned to say "thank you" and "cookie"......I wouldnt trade him for the world but life is "testy" right now. <3

*Twilight*

So this AMAZING series has consumed my life over the past month. I read all 4 book within 3 weeks! I wish the series never ended I could read and read and read. Theyre very good. Great books for any age group. Thanks Eva for suggesting them!! :) I have let my sister borrow them and she is reading just as fast as I did haha!!